Hope has been a theme God has been weaving into my life and prayers recently. We are faced with the enormity of the task of making the church more accessible, of changing attitudes and wills, and supporting those who are struggling and hurt because these things haven’t happened yet.
I have been quite overwhelmed. But God has reminded me that there is always something we can do…
1. We can pray
Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Give thanks no matter what happens. God wants you to thank him because you believe in Christ Jesus. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
This sounds obvious and I’m always reminding people to pray – but when despair and exhaustion comes, I do forget to heed my own advice. I lose words to say because I am just looking at all the problems and all the people who need prayer. I do believe Satan encourages us to despair – whispering lies and hopelessness into our minds. But I have a Bible verse that crushes his attempts to keep me in this state for long…
In the same way, the Holy Spirit helps us when we are weak. We don’t know what we should pray for. But the Spirit himself prays for us. He prays through groans too deep for words. Romans 8:26
People now come to God through him. And he is able to save them completely and for all time. Jesus lives forever. He prays for them. Hebrews 7:25
So when I don’t have words I give every groan, sigh and the tears I cry to him. These verses remind me that these are legitimate prayers and that God hears them for both Jesus and the Spirit are interceding on our behalf.
But I also thank God for those he has brought alongside me as my partners in prayer and faith. I’m part of a network of people who pray for each other’s ministry and lives each week. These people are amazing in their faith and encouragement and work tirelessly to make the church accessible around the country. They have held me up, prayed with me and encouraged me. Thank you Lord for these people!
2. We can remember
Lord, I will remember what you did. Yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago. Psalm 77:11
When the Psalmist was feeling down and under pressure, he declared that he was going to remember all God had done before. I thought this sounded good advice. So, I started to tell myself my testimony, how God brought me to him all those years ago. I remined myself of the times he saved my children’s lives, when he sent my hubby to Albania and so many more amazing interventions in ours and others lives. So even though he seemed a bit quiet at the moment, I could see that he really had never let us go and wasn’t about to now. I started to list all the ways God was working through the Additional Needs Alliance and through all the people across the world who are bringing the gospel to people with disabilities. Remember how God has brought miracles into this world through his love of all people, bringing them to Jesus.
3. We can wrestle with it until we have what we want, and we can fight spiritually.
Genesis 32:28 Then the man said, “Your name will not be Jacob anymore. Instead, it will be Israel. You have wrestled with God and with people. And you have won.
Finally, let the Lord make you strong. Depend on his mighty power. Put on all of God’s armour. Then you can remain strong against the devil’s evil plans. Our fight is not against human beings. It is against the rulers, the authorities and the powers of this dark world. It is against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly world. Ephesians 6:10-18
It was only last week that we looked at Jacob wrestling with God in our new house group. We are starting to settle into our new church, and I feel like I am being slowly refreshed in my faith. I had to be reminded that wrestling and struggling isn’t because I’m getting things wrong – but it is a real part of faith growing and us receiving the blessings God has promised us. I know I need to regain the confidence I have in God’s promises and stand up for my right to have them. It is a spiritual battle which I feel I’m going to have to relearn. But it is so hopeful to know I can.
4. We can connect with others doing this work
God has given us a great blessing in being able to share in his work. The most amazing thing is connecting with people who have been alone in doing these great pockets of good practice in their churches and now we are all able to connect with each other and see what is actually happening all over the country. And the things that are happening are amazing. I thank God for Mark Arnold (Urban Saints), Kay Morgan-Gurr, Christine and Pete Winmill (Count Everyone In), the Through the Roof Team, Beth (Take 5 and Chat), Disability and Jesus, John Williams (The Message Trust – Enable), all those working to make festivals, churches and the huge organisations such as Synod (especially behind the scenes) become aware and make their events accessible to all. Anne Memmott, Bernice, Collette, and so many more that I haven’t spoken to yet. It is like God is joining all the dots! Just this week I have had three conversations by email and Skype with people all over the country doing amazing things in their churches and with the wider church. God has lifted us up and blessed us with a simple message “I am at work”.
5. We can trust
Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Do not depend on your own understanding. In all your ways obey him. Then he will make your paths smooth and straight. Proverbs 3:5-6
So that leads me to the last point. I haven’t been able to see what God is doing for a while and couldn’t work out why he has taken me on this latest path. But when I look at what I have been able to write here and what others are doing, I am reminded that I can trust God and do need to be obedient to him. He is at work. Be encouraged friends xxx
Thank you to all those who have been in touch to remind me that they are following my blog and praying for the ministry of IncludedByGrace.
I have to thank God for you because when I have struggled and wrestled with what may or may not come next, with the frustration of doing nothing (although I rarely do ‘nothing’!!!) and coping with the change of church I have been supported and prayed for. May God have the Glory!
In the next few months I am working with my diocese children’s workers to start conversations about accessible church and how I could support them with training and whatever else they might need. Please pray these meetings will be well attended and that we don’t just talk about it – that real action comes from this that changes the way people do things in their churches.